Hartwood, Bandung
Saturday, February 4th, 2012
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thing about love
Hello!
A little update before bed from me.. How is everyone, everything doing? Good I hope. And me? Oh, thanks for asking. Things are pretty well. I'm on my holiday so -
Um, the thing about me right now is that I'm in love..
*BOOM*
This grew from a summer fling. I know right. Been so long since I got the nerves to love, the nerves to think that I am ready for it. Because the thing about me is, I can be happy living life without a particular guy. I can see myself happy doing things with my girlfriends, getting silly, taking silly pictures, gossiping around, et cetera. I am in fact super independent.
But well the thing about love is that it can change you. I didn't use to be so sensitive about people's feelings. I did what I wanted to without thinking what other person could feel about it. I now learn to be less arrogant and less selfish. You know sometimes I don't think that I am so worth to be loved, so god knows why there is that one person that likes, or loves you so much you can't even guess how :-)
Bless people around me tonight, God
and the earth,
and this guy I now love
x. farah
Surprise, Surprise
Strangers, Again
by Wong Fu Productions
" stage 0 : strangers
stage 1 : meeting
stage 2 : the chase
stage 3 : honeymoon
stage 4 : comfortable
stage 5 : tolerance
stage 6 : downhill
stage 7 : breaking up
stage 8 : strangers "
it surprises me, how
who passed in my mind while watching it
was
not who I expected
i'm missing somebody who doesn't even know i still exist.
0.1.2.(7).8
p.s.: hi how are u?
Who Knew?
Days are staying constant, back empty even more than before. Because then, I was already used to them. Now that you came and went, I'm so not ready to get myself used to everything you and I USED to do together.
I should've realized that this time will eventually come up. That I, in a way, have to admit the fact that we weren't really nothing.
A few dates (if I'm allowed to call it so) in about a trimester and time really could do things beyond human's expectations. From stranger to good company. From not knowing a detail to Ms. Know It All. From what-are-you-talking-about to I-know-exactly-that-you're-serious. Even from blushing to trashing :p
If anyone would call it a karma, maybe you should. But just so you know, I had a good time.
*tears tears*
NOT.
*smile smile* :D
From stranger, back to stranger.
DAKOTA♥
Note
Ended up that I missed you a lot. Even watching the red LED light on my phone makes me grin, imagining it was you. And it was, sometimes.
I still feel the same, do the same, read your messages and all those. And what was that on your last message, really? A hug?
That seriously knocked me off my feet.
Well I really wish that you were here today. We haven't seen each other around since forever. It would be so nice to have you in this good day. And uh, we should go out sometime.
You won't let me be the one to ask you out, trust me.
If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now?
I'll see you soon then.
P.S: I searched for A Rocket to the Moon on youtube just now, and found this song titled Dakota. I think I've once listened to that in your car?
What In My Brain Is Keeping You Inside?
Even at a time like this, every little thing leads me back to you. Places, roads, everything.
I wore a pair of wedges shoes today.
And even the most simple thing like it, reminds me of you.
My man should be the type of man I'm never going to be embarassed to walk with when I wear high heels.
You can interpret that however you like.
Btw, do you ever notice that when you're in love, every song you listen to seems like it was written for you? I'm feeling it. But seriously, am I in love? -_-
Well, happy ied everyone! Love the mistakes you made because hopefully they're ones you'll never meet ever again. Mohon maaf lahir batin :D
xxox, Srn.
P.S.
Where'd you go?I miss you so.Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone...PLEASE COME BACK HOME.P.S.:and bring back the butterflies.
And That's How Much We've Missed
You still have a way of making me smile, or grin.. Always have, always will.
And for that, I'm thanking you.
Telling U, Only One Man Can Guess.
I say, "Not talking and moving on aren't the same."
(mm, how do we move on from ones we didn't even love, btw?)
So,
I'm not saying that I love you so much,
Well,
That's gonna look pathetic.
I think I just miss talking to you.
So,
Ping me hello.
And we'll guess what happens next,
aight?
Turns Out..........
Seperti yang dibilang sebelumnya, meet me on THIS post. Oh sebelumnya, halo, hmm..
"Udah gimana far?"
"Belom?"
adalah beberapa ekspresi orang2 sekitar gue saat2 ini. Tentang, lo bisa tebaklah.
Hmm sebenernya gue juga bingunggg mau jawab apa ya. Kalo ditanya udah gimana, ya gimana apanya? Ditanya belom juga, emang mau apa abis ini?
Hadeh ribet juga ya kalo udah kayak gini. Gue gak mau, gak bisa jawab apa2 kalo ada yg nanya, karena, ini bukan tentang gue. Bukan tentang gue doang.
Can't deal with that? Quit now.
Life's pretty much.... i don't know, interesting? Err, complicated? These days..
Gue mulai tahun terakhir gue (amin!) di SMA hari senin kemarin. Seneng rasanya semangattttt mulai kelas 3 dan ngebayangin dalam waktu setahun lagi:
udah pindah ke Bandung...
daftar ulang ITB...
cari kos2 an...
Tapi! Sadar gak sih, coba dimundurin dikit ya:
UAN.
UAS.
TES FSRD ITB.
INTEN.
BINTANG MERAH.
SEKOLAH PULANG JAM 4 (ATAU SEKITAR ITU)
Whaaaattt? Yep that's what I have so far in mind. Aduh, rasanya takut banget kemaren pas diingetin sama wali kelas gue, Bu Ai, tentang gambaran nanti kelas 3 ini bakal ngapain aja.
Belajar materi kelas 3 cuma sampai desember.
berarti waktu gue tinggal 6 bulan.
dipotong sama libur2.
Dulu pas jaman2 kelas 2, gue dan teman2 pasti senengnya luar biasa kalo ada libur, apalagi libur yang sekalian semingguan kalo ada acara anak kelas 3 yang entah itu try out, ujian, dll.
We did not really care what that was about, did we?
Tapi sekarang... Hmm?
-skip dulu-
And so i've been this close with this guy that a friend of mine introduced me to,
a minor (i think) problem hit us last week. Can't tell you here :x
Awalnya gue yang bete banget (bukan sama orang ini) gara2 masalah ini. Tapi setelah beberapa hari, beberapa jam, dan dengan pencerahan dari orang2 terdekat gue, gue bisa mikir sedikit lebih clear lagi.
IF, this guy really does appreciate this girl for what she is, what she's been being.
IF, this guy really does like this girl, which, let's keep saying this in conditional.
Does he really like her?
Or is he in love with her?
I'm not sure if i really care that you say i'm like pathetic, or anything, for posting something like this on my blog. Well, life goes on with or without your judgements... True?
Honestly, guess what, i haven't been this close with a particular guy for like, 15 months, until we met. And guess what, because i guess i had, not less but trauma.
i, twice, did something bad to someone by letting another someone go,
pushing him to go actually,
and realized that what i did was terrible, and unfair, first thing in the morning
and i do not want to do the same thing to anyone, not another time.
I know, letting something end before it even started is just another unfair thing to do, but really, i doubt that we two are 'really' in that L word for now.
....another reason, maybe you think that this is just an alibi, but really it's not:
i only have 6 months to prepare for my best years ahead: College.
i'm afraid that i won't have much time to pass my time with both textbook, and you.
Oh don't ask me "why", or "why did you let this go on for so long".
Because you know what, you should've asked that to yourself:
Why did you let this go on for so long?
P.S: 1. I've warned not to read this if u can't deal with it, haven't i?
2. And this is not my final word. Keep talking.
"I Bet."
I bet we won't talk anytime soon. I wish we would, but no, you would not.
So I guess, good evening.
Have a good time.
Take care.
Don't do anything reckless.
*
I'll see you soon?
:(
Bokap gue barusan telepon...
Dia udah nerima kabar dari om *****, bokapnya UI guy....
Katanya mac office bisa didownload sendiri gitu dari internet. Jadi om itu gak beli dari toko.
Huhu padahal,
I'm lookin forward to my next meeting with that UI guy :(
Akhirnya sekarang gue lagi download dari google deh.
1 hour, 42 minutes remaining.
Okay then. I'll never see you again, UI guy.
Bye all, F
♥
Yello readers! How are you doing?
Ngomong-ngomong, minggu kemaren tanggal 17 gue ke iBox dan akhirnya beli MacBook White yang sudah diimpikan dari sebelum 23 November 2009, ulang tahun gue. Haha akhirnya dapet juga nih hadiah ulang tahunnya....
Sebelum ke iBox gue ke arah stand yang jualan boneka ipin upin gitu. Gue ketemu orang yang gue kira gue kenal, eh ternyata bukan :p Abis mirip sih.
Anyways! Kan kalo mau beli microsoft office for mac di iBox harus yang udah paketan gitu, untuk 3 user. Hmm sayang banget tapi, 1 juta berapa gitu kan. Ceritanya waktu itu gue lagi liat liat macbooknya nih yang didisplay dan bisa dibuka2 gitu. Bokap gue ngobrol2 sama orang, bapak2 gitu kan, sama anaknya juga. Cowok...
Gue inget banget itu cowok yang gue kira adalah temen gue pas ke arah ipin upin itu.
Akhirnya bokap gue bayar kan tuh macbooknya, sama beli laptop casenya juga. Warna pinkkkk! Terus diajarin orang iBoxnya buat set up owner gitu2nya. Abis selesai set up, bokap gue manggil.
Bokap: "Kak, sini sini"
Gue: (ucukucuk jalan ke bokap)
Bokap: "Nah ini kenalin, Om *****"
Gue: (salam, senyum) "Oh halo Oom..."
Bokap: "Ini om ***** baru beli macbook juga. Mau patungan beli mac office ceritanya"
Gue: "Oooh..."
Om: "Hehe waduh tapi ini keponakan saya baru beli juga, dia mac officenya download katanya"
Bokap: "Oh wah bisa download emang mas?"
Mas iBox: "Uhmm bisa sih tapi license nya..."
Om: (sambil nelfon) "Ooh iya2, oke deh, iya oke oke makasih ya, yok"
Om: "Ini kayaknya saya mau liat dulu aja deh sama keponakan saya gimana, nanti kita kabar2an aja ya?"
Bokap: "Oh iya iya" (tukeran nomor)
Om: "Oke. Eh itu anak saya, sini sini..."
Abi: (dateng)
Om: "Naah ini anak saya, kenalan dulu"
Gue: (ngasih tangan) "Halo, Farah"
Abi: (salaman) "Abi"
Akhirnya setelah macbook di-pack lagi sama mas2nya, gue pun pulang. Pamit ke si om. (Padahal pengen pamit ke Abi juga, tapi lagi gak liat gue kayaknya tuh anak....)
Dari jalan di luar iBox sampe ke parkiran, gue gak berhenti nanya2 tentang Abi ke bokap gue :p
Dia kuliah ternyata, di universitas impian kebanyakan orang Indonesia. Dual degree pula. Wushhhh.
And since then, he had become my obsession.
XOXOXOXOXOXO!
F
P.S: Looking forward to meeting you again, A! Semoga kita training mac bareng ya ;) ♥
Oh I forgot to tell y'all earlier:
I've been following Super Junior this past weeks. Yep, that korean group consist of 13 superhot cutie! Well I'm still on my way to love them like you know, love love. But I do love them now!
ESPECIALLY SIWONNIE ♥
...And I adore Kyuhyun too! Plus Ryeowook a little, lately.
That's all. Saranghae ;)
Not Over You
Hey, it's me farah. Wsup?
I'm good. Thanks for asking.
Eh, no no, my body's broken. Kemaren push up banyak banget, man. Sekarang kalo batuk, ketawa, apapun yang bikin perut gue bergerak, perut gue sakit, parah. Terus dari kemaren perut gue kayaknya rata terus gitu. Besok mau jadi six pack kali ye? Jangan deh tapi, macho bener.
Oh iya, tadi mana gue atletik lagi. LARI 400 M x 2 PUTERAN AJA LOH!!! Mamam. Perut gue sakit banget. Napasnya berantakan banget, ngosngosan gitu. Met yaw......
Oh iya lagi, I miss you (I know you know what, or who I mean). I miss that Monita's song I've always adored since i listened to you playing it with my piano.
Best song for my bleeding heart this time:
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Gitu lagunya. Rihanna - P.S. I'm Still Not Over You
I'm loving you right back, darlings ♥
P.S. I'm still not over you :(
