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Yo
Hiiii my favorite month of the year, every year.. :)
what is up!
So. Hello. I really miss talking on my blog. I just passed the first ever mid semester test week in college! It was.. nerve-wrecking? Exhausting? Yeah. Those.
My left eye has been a little sore since yesterday morning. I went on to campus and the pain went on also, followed me until it got real serious this morning. I decided not to wear my soft lenses for a while, and not go to campus - in fact my class was cancelled later. And so I went to the doctor in Jakarta Eye Center.
He says I'm RESTRICTED to wear soft lenses for a week - A FREAKING WHOLE WEEK. i was like "dudeeeeeee you kiddin meh?" but he was like "yea what, do i look like i kid?"
yeah no that wasn't how it exactly happened but oh well.
So. My glasses are so big and thick they make my eyes look so tiny behind em, i feel like a dumb everytime i wear them. Like seriously, dude, I ain't takin them with me to the campus, uh uh nay nay nay.
And so I'm skipping class today and tomorrow.. :) But friday I have to go, because there will be this movie screening in the auditorium and I'm going to have to make a resume of it later. And yes, in the auditorium! My plan is to not wear glasses all the time in campus, I'm only wearing it in the auditorium, in the dark. Lights on, glasses off. Yeah.. Let's not hit something. I'll survive, right? You know I'll figure something out, so
Anyway I'm realizing that this time I'm close with some guy, I don't write it down on here anymore. May be the business, may also be that this one is not as special. Err I should not continue talking.
Oh, yeah I'd love to write more stories about Ares and Annabel. Not that anyone's asking me to, guess I just miss them. In fact I'm losing powers and skills in imagining and drawing also. That could kill me.
Hoping to recover on everything soon
Echelon Post #1
bought 30 seconds to mars' latest album a few days ago
called
this is war
anyway my new favorite song is called "Vox Populi"
in latin = voice of the people
Here we are at the start, I can feel the beating of our
hearts
Here we are at the start...
Darkness falls, here comes the rain to wash away the
past and the names
Darkness falls, here comes the rain to end it all, the
blood and the game
Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and ghosts
Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and ghosts
hearts
Here we are at the start...
Darkness falls, here comes the rain to wash away the
past and the names
Darkness falls, here comes the rain to end it all, the
blood and the game
Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and ghosts
Far, far away in a land that time can't change
Long, long ago in a place of hearts and ghosts
Blurtin'
hiiii :D :D
WHAT UP.
so i've gone through a 2 day campus orientation, and 2 day faculty orientation. feeling? exhausted, but fun fun fun fun! the faculty orientation is veryyy mind-opening, how a college student shall be able to contribute to his society. met some seriously inspiring people, one of them filled my eyes with tears. they are super smart i so want to be like them someday... Amen.
anyway my legs are super sore and today is independence day (happy independence day, indonesia!) so i guess all the salons are closed, while I, here, am aching and having a good time with the balm counterpain. yeah.
i bought 30 seconds to mars' latest album this is war wahoo in love with their packaging and songs, everything.
PARAMORE IS COMING TO TOWN IN TWOOO DAYZZZ!!!!! HUHUHU I CAN'T. WATCH. EM. first because it's by the beach, i suck and don't have the guts to be there. and mostly because i have another learning orientation... SAD.
i know i will go to their concert someday somewhere, have a good time. hrrr. have to.
may today you're all independent people. freedom for the win!
- F.A.
untitled
just finished reading perahu kertas by dee lestari. instantly fell in love with keenan. bye.
:'''''''(
i didn't get the tickets.
i couldn't even sign in.
and it's already clarified that tickets are sold out.
IF YOU SELL 3 RED TICKETS PLEASE LET YOURSELF BE NOTICED
i'm just extremely...upset
i'm in one great phase of stress, you know. i've been waiting my whole time from last december for this one to come. i've had my parents' money just anytime i want them to be spent for this one. seriously, can this really happen in my hometown here? seriously? any of you can guarantee that?
ticket sales of justin bieber my world tour in jakarta has been postponed. everytime.
f u nuff?
No Turning Back
I don't take back my words,
but I hope it shows that I love you all,
not less than a friend supports a friend.
stay friends!
=D
That God Bless the Broken Road..
"Some justice please, God, that after 3 years and many sleepless nights of studying social studies, we get what WE do DESERVE."Ga tau itu perasaan gue doang, atau emang beneran setelah gue ngetweet itu, keadaan jadi makin hangat. Makin panas kali ya tepatnya. Beberapa orang jadi bela-belain jurusannya lah, apanya lah.
Nah yang mengganggu gue adalah pertanyaan di otak gue:
KENAPE SIH LO MAU NGAMBIL JURUSAN YANG PADA DASARNYA HAKNYA ORANG DENGAN KENYATAAN BAHWA
LO TUH BAHKAN GAK PUNYA NILAI YANG RELEVAN UNTUK MASUK KE JURUSAN ITU?
Gue sendiri mengakui, nilai-nilai gue waktu kelas 10 bisa dibilang not bad lah ya.. Wali kelas gue sendiri mempertanyakan keyakinan gue yang semangat banget mau masuk jurusan ilmu sosial. Kalo gue mau, kalo gue cukup egois waktu itu, gue mungkin udah masuk ke jurusan IPA.
Gue nggak pernah menuduh semua orang yang masuk IPA adalah orang-orang yang cari aman, yang kalo ditanya kenapa masuk IPA jawabannya "biar kalo gue masih labil nanti gue kuliahnya bisa masuk IPS juga." Nggak kok, gue nggak pernah ngomong kayak gitu. Gue yakin banget banyak juga temen-teman yang masuk IPA bener-bener konsisten, yang tujuannya jelas: mau kuliah belajar ilmu yang berhubungan dengan alam. Cuma ya memang nggak bisa disangkal bahwa beberapa dari mereka punya kecenderungan mau masuk IPA supaya bisa melakukan yang kayak gue bilang tadi. Naaah, emang marikipe yang macem begene neh...
Gue waktu awal kelas 10 maunya masuk arsitektur. Menurut gue, arsitektur itu ilmu yang truly main pakai hati dan pakai otak juga. Hati lo dipakai buat mengasah sense of art, gimana caranya suatu bangunan kelihatan sisi estetisnya. Sementara otak lo buat mikir gimana caranya seni yang lo bawa ke bangunan tadi bisa ada nilai kegunaannya, biar nggak jadi pajangan doang. Balance banget gak tuh!
Tapi setelah gue jalanin hampir setahun masa kelas 10 gue di SMA, kok rasanya fisika gue ga ada yang bener.. Kimia gue so so, nilai IPA yang lumayan mungkin biologi. Gue emang suka biologi, karena ga pake rumus dan kayaknya itu doang pelajaran IPA yang bikin gue excited setiap ada fakta-fakta baru yang gue pelajari dari situ. Sementara ekonomi gue, setahun 4 kali ulangan ga pernah remed! Pernah sih pas ulangan terakhir nilai gue 75,59 sedangkan nilai minimalnya 76. Menurut gosip yang beredar pun itu soal banyak yang salah, jadi kemungkinan besar nilai gue sebenarnya bisa sampai 80an. Gue makin yakin bakat gue kayaknya bukan di ilmu eksak. Ekonomi (waktu itu) seru banget, menurut gue ya.
Gue pikir apa gunanya ya lo masuk jurusan yang mungkin beberapa orang (sinting) berasumsi prestisenya lebih tinggi, kalo toh nanti lo bakal menjalani kuliah di bidang yang sama dengan yang beberapa orang itu juga pikir rendahan? Which is, totally, not true. Semua ilmu tuh punya kelas masing-masing, dan hakikatnya mereka dibagi berdasarkan diferensiasi lho, bukan stratifikasi. Ga ngerti yah? Horizontal, bukan vertikal. Gitu bahasa universalnya.
Dan akhirnya gue menetapkan, tujuan utama SMA gue adalah untuk mengejar FSRD ITB prodi Desain Interior!!! Beda tipis kan sama arsitektur? Arsitektur secara umum berdasarkan teknik, desain interior berdasarkan seni. Terus gue juga percaya kalo ilmu sosial itu ilmu yang cerdas, manusia aja dibilang makhluk sosial bukan makhluk alam, hehe! Masuklah gue ke IPS. Alhamdulillah, prestasi gue di kelas 11 dan 12 maaakin bagus. Yang biasanya bagus: ekonomi lagi..
~
Beberapa minggu terakhir, terdengar kabar SNMPTN akan membuka 2 jalur: undangan dan tertulis. Undangan itu semacam PMDK. Karena SMA 28 termasuk RSBI, jatah kita ga tanggung-tanggung, 75% aja lohhhh..
Kembali lagi. Tiba-tiba banyak anak-anak IPA yang mau masuk jurusan IPS di perguruan tinggi negeri dengan menggunakan jalur un..da..ngan. Yang namanya kesel, kesel banget. Yang namanya pengen demo, tapi angkatan kita juga. Gimana deh tuh.
Masalahnya itu, bisa bayangin nggak temen-temen di IPS belajar 3 tahun berjuang buat temenan sama ekonomi, geografi, sosiologi dkk susah payah buat dapetin nilai yang bagus, remedial kalo perlu, sampe begadang mungkin kalo mau ulangan. Terus tiba-tiba ada orang-orang yang belajarnya selama 2 tahun jelas-jelas lain pelajaran, ga perlu remedial buat pelajaran yang lo harusnya bisa kuasai, tapi alasannya ya karena emang mereka nggak belajar pelajaran itu. Gimana perasaan lo kalo tau ada harapan buat nilai rapot temen lo, yang bisa dibilang awam tentang jurusan yang mereka pilih di kuliah, untuk nyaingin nilai rapot lo karena pelajaran kemampuan dasar mereka lebih kuat?
Temen sih temen, tapi, gue juga masih pengen hidup sob. Temen-temen gue yang di IPS masih pengen kuliah, tanpa pilihan lain dimana pemerintah ngasih ijin anak IPA boleh kuliah IPA atau IPS, sementara kami serius cuma boleh ambil jurusan IPS. Masih pengen punya kerja dengan basis jurusan yang gue beneran suka. Masih pengen punya harapan, di masa depan gue, gue akan ke tempat kerja gue tanpa ngerasa gue lagi mau kerja, tapi going to do something that i really love doing, dimana gue bisa inget-inget lagi gimana susahnya dulu gue belajar ilmu yang akhirnya menjaga kehidupan gue.
Asik.
Di sisi lain gue sangat berharap temen-temen IPA juga dapet apa yang kalian mau, yang hopefully, sinkron dengan apa yang kalian dalami selama 3 tahun di SMA ini. Gue doaiiiin lo semua pade jadi dokter ye, atau masuk teknik, jadi arsitek terkenal, sukses di bidangnya deh pokoknya! Bukan semata-mata supaya saingan IPS berkurang aja, tapi karena gue juga pengen kalian ngerasain apa yang lo pelajarin di sekolah itu nggak ada yang sia-sia.. Gitu lho!
Kalo dilihat dari moral dikit.. Kalo bisa kalo memang sangat serius mau masuk IPS setidaknya dari tertulis aja gimana? Setidaknya kita semua (termasuk lo sendiri) bisa melihat keseriusan kalian disitu. Dan sekali lagi bukan karena kami anak-anak IPS merasa insecure berlebihan. Memang insecure sih, dikit, tapi apa berlebihan menginginkan sesuatu yang lo rasa worth it untuk dikejar? Walaupun salah satunya karena lo bahkan gak punya pilihan lain, kecuali jadi orang yang ambition-less, yang akhirnya bikin lo jadi passionless, ludes. Gak lucu, man..
Oh iyah.. Gue disini bicara nggak ngewakilin siapa-siapa lho! Ini semua murni pemikiran gue di masa yang lumayan genting, kalo merasa ada yang buruk-buruk gue nggak bermaksud untuk menyudutkan lho ya, dan yang baik-baik insyaallah ada benarnya. Semoga kalian menjadi dokter! Semoga kami menjadi ekonom! Atau apapun yang kita semua mau yah!
Love and Peace,
2011 SUKSES!!!!
Your Biggest Fan
you showed up and you looked so classy
made me think twice bout the way i was acting
you were there from the start of it all
like a dream come true, now i'm left in awe
stars shine but your light is the brightest
and love flies but your love is the highest
♥
NOVEMBER
My birthday wishes of people who will be coming to my party, if there's ever gonna be any, are:
1. Joseph Adam Jonas
2. Joseph Adam Jonas
3. Joseph Adam Jonas
4. Hayley Williams & PARAMORE !
5. Bruno Mars
6. You.
O well, I guess I never grew up :D
P.S. Don't forget the 23rd guys, 23rd!!
Still here!
Good evening!
Just a short post this time. Hello? I just got to let you know I'm alive..
So a friend of mine wanted me to continue the Ares & Annabel story. I was like... flattered :D So yeah I'm thinking of doing it later, maybe two weeks from now or three, since I'm going to have a try-out on Sunday and exam week in 2 weeks. Wish me luck! Both on the exams and the story.
Actually another reason is because I don't really have an idea about the story for now :p
Make sure you read it when I finish!
XX, Srn.
Blackmailed
OH GEEZ. I'M BEING BLACKMAILED.
I just got a call from this random number. Know what I'm freezing, and my hands are trembling. This number has been haunting me since the last Ramadhan. Shiz what does this dude want??? YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER FOR DOING THIS SO UNCOOL THING IN 2010! I order you to stop calling, and blackmailing me alright?!
Yeah right as if you understand English. LOOOOOSEEEEERRRRR.
Everyone can you please block or even better, get this number to a cop? +6287820187344
About Books.
Hey I'm blogging from my blackberry. I'm still at school and the teacher isn't coming to my class.
Geez I'm so bored. Anyways,
I am interested in reading Rahasia Meede: Harta Karun VOC. A historical novel my teacher told the class about, and I bet it must be good (I guess?) And oh, anyone can tell me which author is the best at greek mythology? Cause I'm currently in love with it!
Well actually,
My bookshelf is full already. But I, of course, want to have some more. I CAN'T get rid of good books!
Geek I am.
Who cares. Expanding horizons is so cool.
♥
Future Chase #1
Hello again buds! I, as a wrote on my last post, just have nothing better to do so yeah here I am. And there you are, reading this.
So I've been joining this course 'Bintang Merah'. A course for ones who's interested in art and design, especially for college. I'm focusing on Faculty of Art And Design in Institut Teknik Bandung, the legendary T e c h n i s c h e H o g e s c h o o l !
Of course we learn to.....well, draw. As for today, we continued drawing 'Coak dan Tambahan Bidang' from last encounter. That's sort of like reduction and addition. Fun.
In last minutes, the teacher wanted us to put our sketches on the white board and see it from our tables. Whoa my class has got some serious talents! What I remember most is that:
andWhat judges see first is one that is catchy
Jangan takut menggambar
Sir yes sir! Wish me luck!
Happy Ending, Oh After ALL!!
Good Evening!
AKHIRNYA:
Kolaborasi UK 2010 - Tarumenyan Menggugat
di Gedung Pewayangan Kautaman
Sabtu 7 Agustus 2010 kemarin
pentas juga!
Woot!! Rasanya cepet banget ya, teman-teman? Rasanya lega, semuanya berjalan dengan cukup sukses :)
Tapi beneran deh, I'll miss u guys just waaay too much! So, sorry if I'll spam (or have spammed :p) your timeline with my kolab-ish tweets. Can'ttttt standddd the kangennnn you know!
Kapan lagi dong ya,
Latihan weekend pagi di Teater Daun UI?
Lagi liburan harus bangun cepet-cepet buat ke Balairung UI?
Dateng sekolah cuma bawa buku sedikit karena tau abis istirahat kedua bakalan cabut?
Ngumpulin duit sepuluh ribu buat beli makan siang bareng karena kantin FIB, kansas, tutup?
Nyanyi-nyanyi bareng,
Ngelawak bareng,
Stres ngafalin dialog,
Stres bikin gerakan tari,
Suara serak kebanyakan teriak-teriak,
Otak keputer-puter bikin scoring musik,
Tangan kapalan ngerjain artistik,
Nyamain gerakan kaki dan tangan pake kain,
BIKIN OMBAK PAKE KAIN SAMPE BADAN SAKIT-SAKIT 3 HARIAN.
dan hari H nya,
"Saat perjalanan pulang, ombak kami terguling kapal...." -Nyi Geni (Riris)
H-4 jam lho itu lho!!! Hahahahaha!
Pas lg show,
Salah standby di wing harusnya di kanan malah ke kiri, terus baru sadar dan lari-lari muter backstage, dan! Kainnya udah kebawa sama partner! (That was me! LOL!)
Hadeh, banyak banget deh cerita-cerita di kolab yang kalo ditulis semua disini gak akan ada habisnyaa. Oh ya, pas meditasi sama Mas Ketjak sama Kak Is, gue katanya yang nangis paling sesenggukan HEHE maaf ya kedengeran ya? Abis sedih banget udah mau selesai tolong...
Mana dapet jatah AC nya cuma 4 jam ya? Kita panas-panasan seharian dan pas dimakeup juga panas-panasan inget gak.. Haha lucu juga itu, tapi seneng kok ;)
"Tak perluuu tertawaaaa
Atau meeeenangiiis
Pada guuunung dan laaaut kareeena gunung dan laut
Tak puuuunyaaaa rasaaaaa"
.............salah deng itu lagu tahun lalu HAHA :p
"Pertempuran... Selalu... Menyisakan... Keharuan...
Jutaan anak panah dan ribuan tombak
Mengalir silih berganti
Cipratan darah menutupi tanah
Tentaraaaaa lukaaaaaa"
dan yang selalu diingat:
"Masanyaaaa tlah tibaaaa di akhiiiir penaaantiaaan
Membawa jawaban... Penantian berbuah luka...
Dia tau (dia pasti tau!)
Dia tau (dia pasti tau!)
Hanya dia yang tau!
Dia tau (dia pasti tau!)
Dia tau (dia pasti tau!)
Hanya dia yang tau!
Seperti apa akhirnya, seperti apa akhirnyaaaa
Dia tau, dia tau, dia tau, dia tau,
Tret.
Jengjet!
That was the moment when we hear applause from all the audience. Joyful yet proud. Us.
Let's not forget each other... And thank you, our director, Kak Is!
Our coach, Mas Ketjak, Mas Harjay! Our helpful man, Mas Tupai!
Dan mas-mas yang tidak bisa disebutkan satu per satu!
Dan semua panitia dan penonton! Terimakasih!
Balawara, hidup UK!
P.S: Bener kan, gak sia-sia! :D
